I don't know why I'm at this exact same moment in my life, where I have not been able to be and from which I've been hiding for A LONG time!
I don't like it, yet it means I'm moving on, it means I'm open to new things, but now I realize the reason that I didn't want to come back to this moment, it's because it's easier to stay still, to relive the same thing over and over again, to live in the past...I'm a coward!
Or I was a coward? The point is that I'm scared, yes I am, but I do like being here again, ready to find new things, ready to fight, even knowing that it is going to be hard! And that I might not get what I want!
By the way, I ho